Just another day

So I found a couple girls online that have gone through a recent past deployment with their spouses. I asked them how did they keep their marriage strong etc during the deployment. One of the girls responded to keep faith in your spouse and communicate a lot and send pictures. But she especially mentioned to not always complain about your loved one not being with you. She said it shouldn't be your sole topic of conversation every time you talk. Well, I guess I am just new to all this, but it didn't even occur to me that he wouldn't want to hear me whine over and over and over again about how he is not home with me. It sounds silly when I put it that way, but honestly that is all I do talk about, mostly I guess, because that is how I feel. So today, in my email to him, I tried to sound more up beat and happy. I guess I will save my whining for here. LOL sorry to whom ever ends up reading this. I don't want to be fake with him either but I know it can be a downer to talk to someone that is always depressed.

Another thing I really really want to do before he come home from his R&R is loss about 15 to 20 pounds. And then loss the rest before he comes home for good. If ever in my life I had a reason to loss weight it is now. If I cant do it now, for him, and because I want too... Then I will probably never be able to do it. I just have to get started and figure out when I can exercise. For those of you who do not know me.. I have 3 kids and go to school. So I have basically no time to myself. But I will have to figure out something. I just think being productive will help the time fly a little faster. I know that I get really excited when I lose weight and feel good. I am also going to allow myself to go on a small shopping spree if I loose the weight just prior to him coming home, so that I look very good for him when he is here.

Well those are all my tips for day. I should probably go to sleep the morning will be here very soon. Good night.